My knees feel weak. So does my heart and mind. I slide down to the floor quietly, in the absence of people ofcourse. The faintness of my soul touches the cold floor and feels one with it. Drawing my knees up to my chin, I hide my face with my hands, knowing very well there…
Within these pages is the fall of everything I adored in life…
These pages have witnessed my past. Though it has been a long time since I posted something on my website, when I go through these words of mine, I am able to reflect on my past much better. My own friends are less, yet life is fine. As you grow, you learn life is about…
My impossible love
People still look at me quizzically when they see me going everywhere with my dad. I know what they are thinking, ‘She is 26 and yet needs her daddy to go to the nearby store.’ And I agree with them. I mean, I rarely go out to a place without my dad. It’s automatic, I…
Moments at the end…
He silenced the music of our songs,It must not have been heartfelt,The sound of our guitars and hymns may be heard no more,To recover from this will be a strive all the more… You have made God’s for yourself,As if I didn’t see,God’s out of your hands,And preferred calling them “Thee”…I looked and waited,And gave…
Because, I BELIEVE…
I know this is real magic,I know this is where the miracle happens,I know there is great power here,Because, I BELIEVE… I can sense it as an aura here,The blind had and now here will see,The lame had and now here will leap,Because, WE BELIEVE… He had risen from the dead,What more do we need,The…
The silence of non resolution…
Moments after a fight are the strangest, there being nothing left to say or do. I observed it these days around me, that people tend to be silent after their last heated conversation. But is it absolutely essential to do so? Why not leave the debate with an understanding that two individuals have a difference…
To say, my life should be a celebration…
To say, my life should be a celebration,This Love that I see, I’m surprised,O My Lord,Intoxicated,What others may say as delusion,I can see instead,I can feel instead…Makes me want to listen to you,To the Holy Word, To the Holy Word of Yours…Without you what life shall I live,Without you I am gloomier than ever,O Heavenly…
Stream of lightning shattering the raindrops into dazzling diamond waterfalls…
The pebbles and the rain… One day, a young girl came to me crying; and she could not stop. I asked her, “What is wrong, little girl?” “Miss, yesterday my old pet died.” “Well, what can be done now, dear girl? If he has died, crying won’t bring him back dear girl…” I know I…
U intoxicate me with dizzying effects…
U intoxicate me with dizzying effects. In front of everybody, I stand shamelessly speechless. When I am away from you, in the sweet safety of my home, I make myself think that you’re kidding, and it won’t happen again. I presume it’s my imagination. And then, when I meet you further another time, I know…
If only it would rain…
If only it would rain,then I could release all the pent-up anger,You know the type that won’t leave your side,And almost always is the reason for a crime.It won’t let you know why it’s presence it thought to show,Is it for the Arch-Enemy, for a friend than a foe.And then it will cause you to…
I want the world to be like this forever…
I want the world to be like this forever,Or atleast for a few days,In a month or whatever…The sounds of birds chirping,The gush of the wind,With no voice disturbing,Will this end in a blink?This is what I want now,And didn’t know deep inside always,I wasn’t sure I wanted it,Till it was forced on us by…
As she learned to bleed her emotions in a dark secluded room, her eyes turned beautiful…
She stood there in her simple bubble of self-love that grew bigger with each moment. Things came to her, which she owned after they had made their impact. She clasped it to her heart and made it her comrade… Each tear she shed taught her important lessons. That they are the moment of all moments,…
I feel you watching me…
When the desire of the world, Is blinding my mind, With so much delusion, And a whirlwind of dust… O thou who is the Holy One, Who remains awake to hear my prayers, I ask You to come to me, With thy light and splendor… Thunder, Thunder, Everywhere, As a child and as an adult…
It’s only a tiny crumb from the huge bread of my dream…
To visit churches, to travel, to pray and to learn the meaning of life… I was almost finished with setting up my life, when everyone flips it entirely. If it’s not someone, then it’s something. It’s not news that I keep getting sick when everything is well, the big picture broken into thousand small pictures….
A woman down with love and a man down with alcohol are at their most vulnerable state…
We’re here looking for answers, mostly from our close loved ones… Well if u see, love works for women and alcohol works for men… Then I suggest you do a little lie detection test and you are done… (Just kidding) Just from the little I know about the group of people I have around me,…
Merely young at heart... 